it been so long since i blog it.. after my attachment in my company and i continue work as temp for them until end of September .. i miss alot people..But time really past to fast , only know eat , slp , wrk ..
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
3/30/2010 07:09:00 PM
today i still doing my 502 drawing ... feel abit sian le... keep changing ... and the time past very fast too... why cant the time just pause and let me do wat i wan to settle first, that is get you back to my side... i really don know why cant you give me a last chance to be wit you again .. i wont make that stupid mistake again and over again . i promise ... i do miss you .. i feel very sad our bday was on march and just 9 days different.. i was think buying a iphone for u but when i saw one of ur pic that u using iphone and i was thinking u having or u using ur bro want ..
i will pause here will be continue later....................
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Monday, March 22, 2010
3/22/2010 11:56:00 PM
it been so long nvr post le... today my bday.... is a sad one... most ppl wish me happy bday .. expect one i always think.. nvr ... so sad.. =(.. gt to be so heartless to me ma
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
3/18/2010 10:45:00 AM
it since so long nvr tag here le .. i feel bored .. i don know why this few day i keep sleepin but i only can sleep for few hours then wake up... i keep dream you but all is bad thing.. i realll wish i can keep it hold for quite long ... i everyday feel like cry when i dream you... when it can fate make me n oyu back tgt .. i know you may not miss me but i do...
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Friday, March 12, 2010
3/12/2010 10:36:00 AM
is time can went oause that watever i want i just wish to pause at that time we was happy tgt ... i know that wont happening ... i really wish your bday have a gd day .. but i willing wish can spent with u ..
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
3/10/2010 05:23:00 PM
i have been for my attachment for three days le.. actually is quite fun and i doing my favourite thing that is auto cad ... But i still did abit mistake and need to change alot time ... But i don want to lose my ite teacher face le.. i need to get up do a better stuff to show them they are a good teacher who they though me before..
is been few months le.. i really donno know why you still don want talk to me . I really reflect myself alot. But i donno i still do what wrong make you so angry ... I so sad when you every reply need to push so hard and don let me have chance to talk to you .. you know i really feel that pain n really hurt me .. i really miss you E.S.T ... can we chat again!!
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Monday, March 1, 2010
3/01/2010 12:36:00 PM
i rlly feel very sad for u . ur mom confiscate away ur fone ... i rlly miss u .. want to knw how r u ... =(
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
2/06/2010 12:18:00 AM
now cny n valentine day coming on e way .. tgt ... i really hope you can see my poem i just write..
Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall, To have you here again, I would give them all. A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin, Or the radiating glow I'd feel, whenever you would grin. They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do, I'll never love another, the way that I love you.
So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame, I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God's to blame. She came and took the one, who made my life complete, And all that's left are pictures, and an empty seat. I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart, It's the pain of loneliness, since we've been apart.
I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day, I'll blow a kiss to heaven and send it when I pray. I'll ask God to free me now, from a world so blue, To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you. I'm waiting for the day you come, calling out my name, Until then I'll be staring at, your picture in a frame.
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Friday, January 29, 2010
1/29/2010 11:43:00 AM
i miss u uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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Monday, January 25, 2010
1/25/2010 06:48:00 PM
so touches whn da lang kana kidnap..all have to watch hai pi tian xin
i wan to heard ur voice again . can ? i miss you alot ..
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
1/24/2010 08:16:00 PM
is there really have fate.. i really wish to have one more chance to give me one more fate to let me see you again hao ma ..
i really want to know what you doing , where are you , you hungry ........
i miss you alot then ever.. i really wish i can sms me again..
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
1/20/2010 10:26:00 PM
ytd after my gym .. i feel so tired ... two nvr go there train le.. rusty my body.. but i still can do alot . ytd i do twice the set of gym i do in the past .. :)
no matter what happening , i always will stand behind u ..
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Monday, January 18, 2010
1/18/2010 09:43:00 AM
this is the first week of my holid after fyp.. i feel abit tired le ... really cant give one more chance to the people .. i really hope you can give me chance to prove to u hao ma... but i keep tel myself don giv up so easily, i believe fate n hope you will knw it soon
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Friday, January 15, 2010
1/15/2010 08:33:00 AM
when you just done one thing wrong and people will think you are bad person.. i really know i have done wrong in e past ... give me a chance.. i really miss you
i just write sorry poem jus for you can see
I know I have done wrong lately And have hurt you tremendously All I can say is sorry Although it seems inadequate, really.
But if you could just let me To explain my side of the story Of how painful it can be To know I have hurt someone so greatly.
My thoughts of you are many As I want to make it up to you quickly I’m now hoping fervently For you to give me this opportunity.
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Monday, January 11, 2010
1/11/2010 04:08:00 PM
it been so long nvr blog le.. sry... i having my presentation last week .. so sad .. but nw alrdy end le .. so can say relax but i listening this song really sad..
i love you when you talking english with you i love you when see you smile i love you when you scold me my english need to brush up i love you when we meet for the first time i love you when you was the first people give me a birthday msg
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
1/05/2010 10:06:00 AM
so fast tml is my presentation le.. But i wont nervous le because u told me not to nervous.. it u there pls reply my sms hao ma.. you know this few months cant heard ur voice n miss u alot ...
i tink tml i will have alot support see me presentation... i don wan then just want you to see me presentation..
i really feel very sad when i see our thing .. i wonder what you doing now .. i hope you can chat with me
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
1/02/2010 11:07:00 PM
days past really fast.. next week my last week in fyp.. i miss the time go gym with some my fyp clasmates n oso i miss her .. but don knw she really there to heard it..
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Friday, January 1, 2010
1/01/2010 12:12:00 PM
thursday today is my half day for my fyp .. next week will be my last week for fyp.. so shiok . bt i have to do ot for my next week fyp..
friday today so bored nothing to do ...
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
12/29/2009 12:18:00 PM
sorry past few days very busy .. doing my project stuff n it less one week for me to catch up .. no time less.. i ytd kana scold by my supervisio because thursday is christmas eve and i not coming to school .. Because i buy chocolate and wan ask her bro for help to pass the present to her .. but i told my supervisio that i overslept .. ya.. lucky he say this the last warning he give me ..
i really feel like crying when i heard this song .. really touches .. i know i don know how to sing this song because it japanese song but i understand ..i really what i want now.. my heart still pain .. sometime u see me can laugh n make ppl laugh.. actualy that is a fake of me .. i really hurt alot ....
chris phang really thank for helping me solve some problem that i wont have to think too much abt my project ..
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Saturday, December 26, 2009
12/26/2009 10:20:00 PM
happy boxing day all of you..
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
12/24/2009 09:34:00 PM
wednesday today i still gg for my gym .. but have to do less ... after my fyp gg take thing for my godmom. i cant wait to pass her the present ...
thursday today is my worst day nvr go celebrate christmas .. i only want celebrate with her jus her not other.. i got my fone back but my front camera cant work.. i rmb i always take with her when using my front camera .. after i taking my camera i meet her bro just ask him to pass her the present ... you know what i feel happy at first but ard 9plus she sms me "thank fr the gift. bti really dont wan you to do anything fr me, this i will b happy" after i read finish i feel very sad.. but i tot she will write more. i totally no feeling after she msg that.. my heart so pain.. i jus wan to be the guardian angel to supper u ..
merry christmas everybody . wish all people happy than me
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
12/22/2009 08:13:00 PM
monday i today i go gym with han wen n ray.. i tink i overdo it until i feel very pain on my left.. it hurt me until feel like crying... i tot i wont have it.. i total not doing any thing in my lab.. my teacher seldom come in .. sia. two week less:(
tuesday i cant wait for thursday to pass her present to her bro.. i knw she wont meet me.. it been four months soon she like don want to talk to me le .. i hope she see the present i bought for her can make her smile n rmb our past
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
12/20/2009 06:41:00 PM
saturday my fone ytd cant touch it..:( so sad.... but lucky i still have my warranty card with 7 day to the expiry date... today i n henry go vivo city there repair it ... i ask e person in e customer counter whn can i get back my fone , know what he say 2 week time .. so sian . :'( inside my fone got all e memories with her.... after repair my fone thn i n henry head down to ps there catch "avatar 3d " it look so nice... it worth to watch it. really .. abit touches .. but at first he queue for the tickets he say it the seat in front how i say i ok le.. is last time with you i will sure don wan to seat in front row ... i scare ur neck pain..
after our movie we head down to orchard "ION" to buy present for her n my godmother.royce still my favourite chocolate choice to take it..
sunday today i wear my brother spect n today i hit this two months the record n this few months we don have any 300 plus but today i hit that n almost hit 400 le.. today customer like no need to think just take it ... ya ... i hope u can feel my feeling to u :)
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Friday, December 18, 2009
12/18/2009 09:12:00 PM
friday
today we having boring lab.. and quite alot teacher havin off half day ... and my teacher i no see him in his office at all.. as usual we gg gym after 11.30 .. but today i,han wen , guan hua and ray went there , there alot e equipment have been used it le .. so i today only train my back only but my fren guan hua ask me help him but i tink most of the time i use my strength help him carry lo until i no energy do other le.. :( after my gym n we went back to my lab ,awhile later lence ask me go play moropoly game . he liar me ask me trade my land with him and he like to say loser or lame..crazy right ..
tml gg repair my hp .. cant touch e fone le.. n go buy present ..
thursday i saw u post ur blog and the post is at zoo .. we having fren in e zoo but now cant .. i wish i cn go with u again
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
12/16/2009 10:16:00 AM
tuesday was that bad ... i n ck keep saying guan hua .. He walk like girl meh .. keep the leg so close whn walking ... i feel stress today tomorrow gg for my marketing exam .. who can help me ... i don know why i like play this song , n that song make me sad ...really .. i misses youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu............. but i wan to show you a different of me ... but i still will show care to u .. nobody will replace u ..
wednesday today was stress .. but when i read the note , i feel tired n sleepy , but i tell myself i wont let me down n u.. but i feel like giv up at first in e morning .. but got ck who the one tell me he know and he very nicely teachin me n patient .. n i nvr giv up , i try harder n workhard, finally e exam i feel e ans was on my brain flow through to me... thn i do but some ans i not very sure how to do .. sian .. but passed is my main first thn try ask for more marks...
:)))
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Monday, December 14, 2009
12/14/2009 10:12:00 AM
sunday ytd have the chance to see fecila n joanne ... thy both so white ..my fren pull me over to watch with him.. i tink jus normally .. to me nobody i wan to see but you .. i don care anybody jus you... so sad today forget to bring back my marketing book bck .. lucky bryce you stay near my hse area .. thank bro... got to jia you for my project and get ready for saturday present for u .. hope u like it ..
monday today i really chiong alot for my project now only less few more part to done it.. thank christ phang for teach me .. i know i very slow learn but i really want show u hw i present on week 12.. i nvr let u down n one more person , that is she .. today go gym but i first time no feel so sweat n my fren told me my hair smell so nice .. so happy in max.. :P you there.. i no i not stand a chancecto talk to u .. i really want show u i still care ..
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
12/12/2009 11:36:00 PM
friday so fast this week .. alrdy 8 week n less 4 more week for me to do my project but my supervisior seldom come help me this week :(:( david got to jia you .. next week will be abit busy got to studying for my marketing n oso gg to buying present hope you like it. i wish i could see u , this is what i wish for my christmas ...
saturday i heard for my fren joanne peh is coming to iluma tml .. my fren told me her face so smooth .. today quite alot ppl but no much ppl come in my shop ..
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
12/09/2009 09:33:00 AM
today we so normal go gym .. But i today train all my back but today like alot ppl sia .. lucky my fren book some place... tml my teammate gg to present n i still rmb two week before thm present it n i nvr nervous.. i feel so comfortable n will listening to thm present it.. tml gg to make noisy n laugh thm .. hope got Miracles come out.. :)
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Monday, December 7, 2009
12/07/2009 10:19:00 AM
sunday today have to go work.. but i heard few sad new that is one of my collenge lost his fone whn in e work. because a cust ask him alot question n ask him go inside take the boxer but at last say don want until awhile the customer go then he notice he lost his fone .. so sad.. i hope e guy who stole gt caught..
monday i feel sad today after i saw ur blog u write .. see u have a bruise in ur kneecap.. i really want ask you how is ur leg..today e day past quite fast ... i really miss you n the day we been together... i willing wish can celebrate chirtmas with u but i tink the day wont have that come:(:(
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Friday, December 4, 2009
12/04/2009 03:28:00 AM
thursday this is the first my supervisior come to our lab and teach me .. i count shld be 7 times ... but i do my counter timer and still cant make the time work , awhile later he come n tell me what my mistake and add one reset on it then i go compile n it really work .. thank chris phang..
friday today as normally we go for my gym . but today we got some new fren gg oso but one of my fren guan hua got alot reason give .. i today train quite alot part . ray thank for teaching me whr my wrong step for training that part ,.. very fast this week time pass very fast.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
12/02/2009 05:26:00 PM
tuesday ytd was know some more new teammates, got to teach thm tbu i not really good in that... so sad to my clsmates... sry...
wednesday today was too funny, we make fun to each other.. Got one of my teammate play with his fren by using his fren gf hp to call him n say "baby" then his fren tot was his gf call him.. thn aft the end of e cls thy saw his fren what is hug .. he n another guy hug together so tight ..
this is special for u 'es***r', i dont know what shld i be .. is really got chance i really wan to say "i like you when seeing you smile," "i like you when you tell my mistake" "i like you when i sent you home the every moment "
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Monday, November 30, 2009
11/30/2009 09:43:00 AM
sunday
i really feel pain n feel headache.. keep sneezing non stop , and i wan move also diffcult , but i try tell myself i wan tell myself don so weak . this is e first time i feel weak n dont feel like wake up .. feel like crying but i wan to try stop that .. cry oso wont let her come bck .. you are the best when i with you .. i wan celebrate with u ...Es****?
i dont know i just feel pain . everytime i try think the past i really pain.. monday i still not feel well yet.. but i feel like dont go gym today.. but i cant paiseh my fren alone go gym.. cause my fren told me use gym equipment to throw ur anger at thm.. i try alot le.. es**** you there. really wish u can go read my blog .. i not change becuse u i wan change myself .. mine to u wont change
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Saturday, November 28, 2009
11/28/2009 11:14:00 PM
today was a boring days.. when the time is right to do so.. can time stop at that moment.. so i can done my thing . hope today dont rain ...
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Friday, November 27, 2009
11/27/2009 10:44:00 PM
next week . going gym agian but will left me n han wen only ... i wan to build my body.. the song is "what about now " i miss the happy time spent with you with alot of fun and share our feeling .. want to listen your voice
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
11/26/2009 06:28:00 PM
wednesday
ytd my presentation was alright .. my sup said me i got one mistake and tell me dont make tat mistake again .. after the presentation i feel very comfortable and relax... now waiting for me final presentation .. but i stilll very sad was , i misses the past , i misses the person, i misses ur voice ..
thursday today was my teammate last day of fyp , they now going for their attachment .. and my place those who seat will been empty. :(
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
11/24/2009 08:39:00 AM
so scare tml my presentation start le .. so nervous ... how how ... i really hope you can chat with me..you will tell me must give ur confidence..
you ask me not to think you that really cnt ..
thank christ phang really thank for helping me on my proj , it not i will jam at there... cant give up..
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
11/22/2009 08:05:00 PM
two more days to prepare for my presentation.. this is the first time i dont know what shld i do for my presentation.. hope teacher come if not i dont know le
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Friday, November 20, 2009
11/20/2009 11:18:00 AM
very sad .. my fyp supervisior always no come n teach me how to do for my proj... suddenly my dt told me i got to presetation for my proj next week i was shock so scared because i don know what should i presetation.. then he told me when i dont know must go find him but i call him n he always say i will find u but at last never come ... how shld i do .. three days to presentation.. if she will tell me what shld i do .. :(
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
11/19/2009 09:10:00 AM
it time really can take back? i will learn the mistake i have done to you... i really wish you can see my blog ..
this is e four days and it keep rainin , i wonder tml will it rainin.. you bring your jacket to school.. so fast now week five for my fyp le time pass really fast..
today really thank , derrick bro , xin ying n xin jie my cousin the rest of my fren for give me some word . i know it .. thank you all :D
i really wish you can msg me back..
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
11/17/2009 10:58:00 PM
hey pb, can you just read but dont tag can .. you are not allow to tag .. alright ... i know what you mean ..
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Monday, November 16, 2009
11/16/2009 10:58:00 PM
today was a very tired day.. "hii my sweetheart episode 3 "come out le going gym with han wen ,guan hua , zhuo n gl..
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
11/15/2009 01:35:00 AM
today my day was can say happy and sad..
when i happy is when i got three sales that is a big one .. another is esther come but not the esther that i want but is my working collenge.. :(
sad because is i really reflect alot about myself .. what i do until you so angry , what should i still need to improve at? my collenge come let me remember she come to my shop she help me ..
i wish she score flying color for her exam ...
my workplace people thy say i look abit fat... i told thm i look hungry this few week..
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
11/14/2009 08:12:00 PM
today i think quite alot .. n i just cut a hair but i not sure it suit me or nt .
happy bday cousin.. i eat quite alot chicken wing but my cousin say wait first u fat.. i say i wont fat one .. i saw my fyp classmate in e east coast chalet there too so nice.. then we chat abit then i went back to my cousin chalet .. i dont know why i feel so sian n sad n feel like crying but at last i wont . i told myself i must not cry why no think of reflect what i how done ...
i hope she really there too .. but no .. how ....................
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Friday, November 13, 2009
11/13/2009 02:51:00 AM
today i finally done my lab 6... this is only few lab i know how to do .. so happy .. happy birthday to esther sister :) :) : )
today actually we was playing a game that those who lose will give us draw their face , we using marker to draw on it.. when at the end of our game see who face got then must take a picture then you can wash up ..
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
11/11/2009 04:35:00 AM
now watching 2nd eps of " hi my sweetheart" veyr nice all must go watch it ok.. got luo zhi xiang acting n rainie too .. thy both very funny .. luo zhi xiang act very stupid ...
i wish u cn watch that drama too..
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
11/08/2009 08:19:00 PM
so sian
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11/08/2009 08:19:00 PM
ytd the time past very fast... i this few days nvr saw her online.. issit she block me ??? ytd the sale was alright between other day .. i really wan ask her out if she give me another chance
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Friday, November 6, 2009
11/06/2009 11:36:00 PM
my both eye was pain ... all red..make me don knw what to do feel like sleepy n tired.. why got few passby come my tag to write.. do i know you ..
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
11/04/2009 10:53:00 PM
today we go tell the dt that we having nafa test but actually we have that but we decide not to go nafa test , then we all wendt home ...
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11/04/2009 02:20:00 AM
today was a very boring day ..sian this few day raining ,alot my fren not coming all sick le n i hope she wont get flu n everybody cn recover soon .. At afternoon i n han wen n Zhuo Xiu go gym but go there for 1 hrs trainin
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Monday, November 2, 2009
11/02/2009 08:20:00 PM
ytd the nafa trainin was so stress n tired.. today they training again is run e whole lvl 3 for one round n thn aft thaT rite we go other practice is run up to e stair for lvl 2 to the higher lvl with stop n then went down and went up again for three times.. after the thing we go for 3 set of pull up with 7 time each..
but in e early morning we was doing nothing ..
i really wish you can chat with me.. :(:(
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
10/31/2009 11:02:00 PM
today wanted to go out with my fren celebrated halloween day , but when i wake up my leg cramp until i cnt move at all ..:(:(:( i still prefer to go out celebrate with someone , but i don know can.. i will nvr give up ..
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Friday, October 30, 2009
10/30/2009 11:14:00 PM
i cnt waste too much time .. gt to do all my lab thing
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
10/29/2009 07:43:00 PM
i really miss the past i have been
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10/29/2009 02:30:00 AM
i really want to say none of ur business..
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
10/28/2009 11:33:00 PM
most of my lab classmate , all feel very tired n feel like sleepy...
thn i told them let tell each other a joke so that it can keep e time pass more fast.. today we whole day play chess n the joke
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
10/27/2009 11:08:00 PM
after the day we having nafa... was so tired ... no energy to move n tired
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Monday, October 26, 2009
10/26/2009 11:08:00 PM
so tired after my nafa... but stil fail on it.. sad ... finally she wrote her blog le ..
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10/26/2009 02:20:00 AM
wonder what u doing nw. *xxxhxx*today quite alot customer come in my shop.. got some customer quite funny.. she bring her son come n say her son now grow up le.. but he wan buy the boxer for him .. N i tell her what is e inch he wear for her pant normally then i take for size for her son, but she say her son grow up n ask me take a size biggest thn tat.. tat really funny . she keep say her son was in e process of growing n scare later e size to small for him .. then i was like ok i take for you .. i really miss our memories ... i really hope you was there ..
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Friday, October 23, 2009
10/23/2009 11:37:00 PM
was slacking in e fyp.. i n fyp clsmates all playing e puzzle challenger that i n her playing tgt..
i long time she nvr reply me le.. hope u see i have improve
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
10/22/2009 09:25:00 PM
ytd having forth day of FYP .. it like so bored .. my teammate no come .. cnt do my wrk.. slack over there .. aft 4 i gg for my marketing jus go there mark attention thn go for my nafa training .. starting i was oon form .. when aft run at lvl 3 of al over the school n must run by 7 mins.. aft run that i feel my leg like gg to cramp.. but i tell myself not give up.. i tink of her .. so i tell myself don go dwn i tell myself i cn wan.. memories wont fade away from my mind
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
10/20/2009 11:14:00 PM
i saw my team mates gg presentation today .. and the teacher like shoot him alot question but he not very sure how to say.. n imagine whn it is my turn to presentation , don knw how will that been. today 21 octber is 6 months it we still tgt .. i really hope you see my blog.
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10/20/2009 11:14:00 PM
i feel so sian .. like don know what to strt to do first, today i was wearing bermuda n slipper for my second day of school start and this was my last time wearing that.. The supervision say we cant wear it and must wear jean n cover shoes... so sad..
i really miss e past that i have n oso i wish another one is with her..
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Monday, October 19, 2009
10/19/2009 07:31:00 PM
today was dont know my bad day...i forget to bring my ez-link... so sian n sad... thn have to go buy a new one for it.
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
10/18/2009 07:01:00 PM
Today was working and no had any sales .. maybe i still dont have feel to work when i saw alot couple came in and was so happy and touches but me oso , dont know why will happening that .. i asking myself .. i think i have improve some part but still got what part still need to improve on it.. i really dont wanna our r/s change to fade... normaly on sunday when i call you after awhile sure got customer buy le but now nomore ..i really misses you alot esther esther .. i really wish can call u dear or lao po bck..
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
10/17/2009 11:34:00 PM
today was staying at hme doing nothing .. I really want to be e person to fill u up with all e humours that i can give.. i hope you can see it .. i cant wait to give u whn u give me a chance..
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, October 16, 2009
10/16/2009 02:54:00 PM
today i do not went any place.. but wake up very late..
today i see ur blogspot i feel very sad when you say today is ur rotten day for u .. i wish the bad luck go away for u n i giv al my luck to u .. hope u dont have any rotten again...
i want to see u happy .. <3esther
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Thursday, October 15, 2009
10/15/2009 10:00:00 PM
today i going for my gym. when i leave my hse , i saw cloud so dark , feel like it is going rain heavy so i went hme to take umbrella .. But whn i reached the woodland stadium and it rain
.. As normal i take all e exercise that i should do.. But today i trained it less then 1hr thn i went hme.
i see that time like she gg to end cls but i wanted to give her umbrella becuz i knw her wont bring it .. ya .. But i scare she angry at me n more hate me .. i really hope i can do it n you wont scold meor hate me
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
10/14/2009 11:11:00 PM
i ytd need to wake up early thn go to my workplace there know how to use the new cash register ... Then i saw melvin there oso .. look like so long nvr c we all together talking le..
I don't know what i can do to make you chat with me .. Thn my workplace oso got one girl call "esther" she like to laugh but i prefer you smile... i really want to see your dimple n your smile again , i really hope can go out with you again i dont know what happening that make you change so fst. i really sorry :(:(
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
10/13/2009 09:46:00 AM
Today i went to the gym to exercise,then i saw my friend together with his girlfriend then i thought how sweet will it be when i am together with her. i really miss you and i don't see you online today.. i feel sad..Baby i'll wait for you .. i really hope that you will sms me saying that u miss me and still have me in your heart..
i really feel very sad whenever i go to the gym because i lost a very important thing that has all our memories in it..i hope u will sms me soon..
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Monday, October 12, 2009
10/12/2009 11:21:00 PM
this have been going for 1 month plus already.. i have been asking myself.. that must be very coincident that everything can remind me of her even more..
i really want to shout out loud " I love you esther.. I want to use my method on winning you back.. Hope you will give me a last chance to prove myself..
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Sunday, October 11, 2009
10/11/2009 10:45:00 PM
Today i dreamt that she gave me a chance again. But today no one disturbed me. So sweet. I really want her to feel my care and concern. I miss you Esther . I hope that everything will go back to normal again when it was sweet in the first few months . :D:D
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Saturday, October 10, 2009
10/10/2009 10:05:00 AM
I am so happy she replied me. I tired many times to sms her but she never reply.
But after i send a happy bday msg to her mom wishing her happy bday.
I was delighted that she replied me. i wish she would go out with me. But she oso have to take care of her health.. ngo oi ney esther
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, October 9, 2009
10/09/2009 09:46:00 AM
Today I had a rough day , I lost a very valueable and precious item that belong to us. It had all good memories engraved into it.
Then I immediately went to find every single place in the gym looking for it high and low. Then my friend offered me his help. To know avail.
Then I ask the people running the gym to inform me when they have found it.
:(:(:(:(
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Thursday, October 8, 2009
10/08/2009 08:39:00 AM
Today i have a pleasant dream that esther give me a chance to be with her and i tell myself that i would not make her angry again. I was so happy until i cry but my mom wake me up and it spoil my dream.. But this is the second time that i dream .. I really hope the dream really came true..
After i wake up, i go on9 ,thn i saw her online too . After that i wanted to say hello to her but she reply me "y r u still puttng our pictures? zzz" thn i say "i cherish every pic that we have"
then she reply me "cus ure stubborn" but i wanted to reply "i been stubborn in a good sense"
but she offline ... :( :(
Thn i waited for the rain become a drizzling . when it became the drizzling i went to the gym..
i went to the gym i ask one of the person over there teach me more about how to gain muscle
finish my gym i go cosway point bought some food to eat.. thn i go bought cheese cake for my family..
today i just make a good deed that is helping the person bought a thing.. they say help the poor children .. she say *good heart really have good deed* n i buy it but i dont wan any good deed , i just to have esther back to me.. that all i wanted ..
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
10/07/2009 11:51:00 AM
ii today wake up late thn cant make iit to go gym. But ii later receiivealotmiiss call .. iis some my fren who call me to go out n thy tryiing let me forget her.. but when we rchamk hub. ii really remember ii n her when those memories that we have been there ..
imanage to watch properly the movie "aliens".. Her parent call her up and ask her to come back becuz she didnt tell her parent.. N her parent sms her said "you want i cane you or confiscate her fone away" i was worry her mom take away her fone.. i don know what i going to contact her..
i was trying to make myself to control myself for thinking of her n but i cant.. i really wan giive her all e best of me.. But just few week can make her change so much.. i really down n sad.. i watching a drama show n was almost the same as me ..
TmL i gOt WakE eArlY foR gym if not later alot ppl le..
You will nvr fade away for my heart n mind..
I lOvE You esther -NgO Oii NeY esther
hope you see i nvr the same as wat i have before.
must take care ur eyes n don eat too much oily food.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
10/06/2009 11:34:00 AM
Is this right ??? i was always ask myself , why should i so sticky on you.. ans:"I was afraid to lose you"..
This is what she wrote it "I'm glad to have made the right choice" After she write this , i really feel hurt alot.. My fren ask my to give up .. But I ask myself why oso "i still want to continue becuz i love her" .. Will you so easy forget a happy memories?
I really change alot firstly is strt make myself more attractive n but i need to improve my english.. I n her fate still have ..
I hope you can see my blog as well.. :(:(:(
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Monday, October 5, 2009
10/05/2009 10:33:00 AM
today so many thing to do.. firstly have to go my workplace take thing , secondly whn i reach home my friend call me and tell me to go gym at woodlands stadium . so i training alot of my arm and chest there.. after that we going for dinner at causeway point eat alot of meat to restore our energy ..
after reach home i go see internet stuff.. i saw it.. it really make me very hurt.. The girl "xXxxX" i like scold me swear word. i really dont ask her fren to say but her fren say "i will let her know it" but i think she dont believe what i say and more hatre me..
